Jenn's Thoughts on Love

An email I wrote all my friends today - just incase I missed out on the email or the email did not get thru I wish to record my feelings here -

Dear All,

Hey I somehow come across this article today. Maybe I have been more than nostalgic this week emotionally and I found this article to be very 'heart opening'. To top that, lots of weddings on 07-07-07 (ya being a hopeless romantic you who knows me well knows how much is takes me into the air), brings me to realign my believe and thinking on the very word 'love' - one of those topics that move us and affect us very much especially at our age.

I can sense, experienced and also shared to know that most of us is going thru a lot this time in term of our love life - all the dynamics - falling in love or breaking up, getting married or going thru a divorce, learning to let go or learning to let new people come into our life, want to 'renew' our long term relationship - different individuals different lessons. Probably is the effect of the opening of the 'sontara' portal.

Anyway, I love the ending of this article - There is a time for everything - Ecclesiastes 3, been with me since Daniel's wedding last year december. I happen to read it when I page up the bible during the church service. Vikas Malkani's quote is also something I wrote down just after I return from the States. "Growing in love" is something I felt I have been going thru since I left for US. Not romantically in love, but I find myself opening up to the different facets of love. I learn that love comes in after gratitude. Love comes in many forms, Love is something that is inherently in us. Is all coming back now... there is a time for everything... and yes the maturity will tell us which is the right time for what.

Now I am at a point to a new opportunity/challenge in life - when I look back I somehow knew what happen, have to happen, all for the highest good - all those separate incidents take took me here to this point - I am grateful for the journey itself. Today I understood more, why this point. Is what I prayed for all this while - love, gratitude and being authentic. Being true to myself and living my deepest desire and passion. I just watch Evan Almighty and that conversation the wife with 'God' touch me.

"When you pray for patient, do you think God will give you patient or the opportunity to be patient? If you pray for courage, do you think God will give you courage or the opportunity to act with courage? If you pray for your family to be close, do you think God will just make them closer or an opportunity for you to become closer?" and God said in one part " Remember, whatever I do, I did it because I love you" ;)

These 6 months brought me to an important journey, a one I faced up the past and accept it lovingly, learn what is forgiveness and gratitude and most of all - Growing Up - even as a C-U-T-E Baby Elephant. :) I also learn to live fully present at this moment, and still learning this (trust me is hard) and sometimes allowing myself to wishfully or dreamyly live towards the future (my best friend(s) knows what occupies my mind most of the time for the future, hahaha!!).

It been half a year gone 2007, is the best half year of my entire life. Is the half that I learn to live just being myself rather than the mask I put up sometimes in the past. Is the half I live being true to me and learning the most important thing - loving myself and loving all around me in the purest and most sincere form.

Thank you for stepping into my life, because all of you left footprints, while you love me or you hate me, while you accept me or reject me, while you think of me or forget me, while you care for me and those time you were selfish, while you are there and those time you are not just because - there is a time for everything. :)


To everything there is a season,and a time to every purpose under heaven:

A time to be born, and a time to die;

a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;

A time to kill, and a time to heal;

a time to break down, and a time to build up;

A time to weep, and a time to laugh;

a time to mourn, and a time to dance;

A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together;

a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;

A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;

A time to rend, and a time to sow;

A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;

A time to love, and a time to hate;

a time of war; and a time of peace.


Enjoy the article below -

Cheers with Lots of Love, As always ME,
-JennJenn-

A new-age approach to soulmates

By Krristy Lam

What's the difference with a soulmate and twinflame? The often used but confused terms are in fact distinctly different...Soulmate is an oft repeated moniker and term of endearment used by people who are in love (or think that they are) through the ages. Sometimes, one who has been bestowed the title of “soulmate” has his/her title usurped by a seemingly more eligible soul. At others, it seems almost impossible finding someone who is deemed worthy enough of such regard. Also, there is a certain flippancy with which the term soulmate is dispensed in this day and age. So what exactly is a soulmate?

Life can be viewed as one big adventure where our experiences make up the movie of our lives. All the souls we meet who contribute to the plot and significant moments are all soulmates of some sort. This includes your erstwhile family, close friends, co-workers, partners and almost everyone you’ve slept with! The media including Hollywood and Bollywood would like to have us believe that there is a “One True Soulmate” waiting for us in that big somewhere out there. Without meaning to burst any bubbles, we set ourselves up for disappointment clinging on to the romanticised notion that there’s a singular Prince(ss) Charming who is the proverbial love of one’s life. Every soulmate we meet has something to contribute to our overall growth, through both happy and sad life lessons. Broadly categorised, soulmates fall into the following three categories: karmic, companion and twin flames.

Karmic Soulmates

Jacky, 25, a Marketing Executive: “I once went out with a girl for over three years who almost destroyed my sense of self with her criticism and unkind comments. Hurtful terms like ‘psycho’ and ‘crazy’ were leveled constantly. I was tormented by the idea that I was scum and not worth loving! It was only after months of counselling that I managed to turn my back once and for all on her and break off all contact.”

Karmic soulmate relationships are usually characterised by their love/hate intensity which can send one to the pinnacle of happiness and plunge the same person to the very abyss of depression at the next instant. Usually, these relationship do not (and should not) last for very long as they have the propensity to “break” a person in all sense of the word. Paradoxically, they are also hard to get out of as there is an unhealthy obsession to “make things right” come hell or high water on the part of one or both participants.

Adds Jacky: “It was evident my ex had already started on another relationship but I stubbornly refused to take into account all the hard facts which lay before me buying into her honeyed words. I made attempt after attempt to please her and tried desperately to work things out. The turning point came when I refused to be treated like dirt any longer and gained the strength to walk away. From someone who used to be attracted to people who never made me feel good about myself, I broke the vicious cycle at long last when I sobered up to the fact that I deserve respect and kindness from my partner.”

Karmic soulmates do have their purpose as they are often important life lessons reflecting a certain aspect of us that needs attention and improvement. From Jacky's experience above, he needed to work on her self-confidence and truly believe that he was someone worthy of a loving and kind romantic relationship. It was only with that realisation that set him free from the cycle of being involved with emotionally abusive individuals. Sometimes, people play the role of absolute idiots in our lives to wake us up to what we will or will not tolerate. The more dense (or stubborn) among us might require a succession of idiots to finally be aware of what aspect of us needs growth and therefore break the cycle. The point is, instead of clinging on to a relationship that is not working and oscillating between anger and “love” for the person, it’s better to recognise the life lesson(s) it brings and leave the relationship before it turns into something uncontrollably hideous. Acrimony and disharmony never got anybody anywhere. There is more than a kernel of truth in the old adage “what does not break you makes you stronger.”

Companion Soulmates

On a lighter note, not all soulmate relationships have to be gut wrenching life lessons. There is hope for a comfortable and amiable partnership where intimacy and friendship rank side by side each other. This best friend cum lover is often known as a companion soulmate. Albert bears testament to the existence of such relationships. Both professionals in their mid 30s, Albert and his partner Wing have been together for the past five years. They are also proud “parents” to their dogs Clive and Lucky who get along splendidly without a trace of “sibling” rivalry.

“Albert and I are at the point in our lives where we have pretty much been there, done that and want only to spend an enriching life together. We respect each other’s space and individuality despite sharing a life,” says Wing.

Enthuses Albert: “I cannot further emphasise the importance of growing as a couple. Despite having our own interests and group of friends, we find that sharing our experiences and working things through together, even problems, contribute to our individual and total growth.”

Indeed, companion soulmates offer support, encouragement and a steady supply of love to see us through the ups and downs of life. They are the pillars of strength when we need it most, the ever reliable shoulders to cry on as well the ones we want to pop the champagne with having scored a certain goal in life. These relationships often require and afford to its participants a certain level of maturity, understanding and commitment to keep the fire going. We often meet such soulmates later in life after we have sowed our wild oats and learnt enough life’s lessons to ensure a peaceful and blissful partnership. Companion soulmates are those we want to be with at the end of the day in a rocker reminiscing about the good old days.

Twin Flames

Of all the different kinds of soulmates, twin flames are the ones we feel that instant electrifying connection and passion that defies the description of words. We can have many karmic or companion soulmates in our lives but we all each only have one twin flame. Twin flame soulmates are literally two halves of the same soul, the yin and the yang of every being. The missing piece of a jigsaw that is needed for the whole picture; for divine union and completion.

However, it is at this point that I must add that twin flame soulmate relationships are very, very rare. The path of twin flames is also often fraught with difficulties and they face a lot of obstacles in coming together .

Hold your horses before everyone trots off in search his/her twin flame, Twin flames seldom incarnate on the earthly plane at the same time and when they do, it is often to fulfill a pivotal life mission. So the flowers, candle light dinners and walks under the stars can go right out of the window if you are in a twin flame relationship. Instead, the stage is set for the dynamic duo to contribute positive changes to the world a la Batman and Robin.

Still, the earth moving love and passion twin flames have for each other is nothing short of a heavenly revelation. After all, Whitney did croon that “learning to love yourself is the greatest love of all.” In a way, loving a twin flame is akin to loving oneself profoundly as you are in essence two parts of the same whole. It is the closest we can get to experiencing heaven on earth. Ultimately, all of us seek to fulfill an underlying need for completion and utter belonging be it through relationships, physical union or even by way of religion. The means we go about doing it is not important. When twin flames have found each other, there will be no need for any other and the importance of accomplishing their life purpose together supercedes the desire for personal happiness, gratification and ambition.

In love, as with pretty much everything else in life, there is no hard or fast rule. This article is not meant to pigeonhole or stereotype relationships, but to act more as a guide to the different types of soulmates. There is a time and place for everything. A time to let go, a time to hold on. It is with much wisdom and maturity that we know when to do what’s meant to be done.

Having been through my fair share of relationships, I have come to realise that it isn’t how long we have together that counts, but the quality of the time spent as partners and how the experiences have shaped us to the people we are today. I shall leave you with a favorite quote of mine from Love Sutras by new-age guru Vikas Malkani: “There’s a limited amount of time we can spend with each person but an unlimited amount of love we can give during that time. So give, in all the ways that we possibly can, while we still can.”